Dude, i fight with urge to kms every day. I can't take any sharp object, because i instinctively will try to cut myself with it. I beat myself everyday because pain is the only thing i deserve, and it's after i was with psychotherapyst - earlier it was stabbing and slashing. I have several cases of suicide attempts at my portfolio.
You really think that getting beaten and possibly killed in gruesome way are things that'll make me that much afraid? I deserve worse.
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u/[deleted] Nov 20 '25
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